well i suppose u could say this is rather late XD
thing was i wasnt in the mood ,(really have to fix this whole mood noncense ) ,

another thing is im nearly at 2000 veiws amazing , and ive been here for 1 YEAR wow woooot lol , never thought that day would come

i suppose i would just like to say that ,, honestly its not compleatly just my accomplisment for staying so long , it would have to be everyone fav and leaving comments and watching me
and i just like o say thank you for all the hopes , encouragements ,support everyone has given me , when honestly i didnt think life was worth it

i can see now that i was acting out of feelings and trueth be told i wasnt feeling happy , no excited , just upset and hurt , something i think noone wants to feel

as u probably noticed i left da at one point , not saying much either , and id like to saysorry to all those who cared and were worried , if noone worried ,then im still sorry anyways, i wasnt myself .

my lifes rather busy , but i could still fit u guys in , if u have something important to say that u dont want me to miss , just send me a note. works better


wel honestly its great to be back in the art community , and i can see everyone has gotten worlds better , and i have slacked off , i want to start writing but not sure just of yet ,i dont think i want to write of the darkness that creeps within me , if u want something dark try some of the stuff i wrote previously in my gallery , its all there and dying to be read ,
although u might want ignore the bad grammer , they were all written in times of despair , and hurt . im sure we all get this hurt , a darkness that surrounds and leaves cold and alone .well truth be told , a pat on the back dosnt help anyone : but its a start .for all those who read this , i hope u see the light in this struggle and know that u are not alone , even tho truthfully u are/thing is u need to see that u are not always alone .

i would also have to say that i thought i knew god , i thought i knew what it was like to be with him , but im rather stupid , i have been going to church as of latly due to my gf request . and i complied. and latly i have been happier ,i suppose that would be how to say it



anyways this is kinda retouch to my life atm , sorry for the long journel entry ,
but it might answer a few Q about me myself and i lol anyways , if u want to ask me something go for it / im honest and im quite good with advice , i suck at taking my own tho (figures ) ((!! but i am a realist , im not going to be a kiss ass and tell u, your right when ur wrong,if u dont like truth then dont blame me , i warned u !!))


ok thanks for reading ,
glad to be back